thoughts vs talk vs reality
tell me god, will i someday regret posting this one? this is the one for someone who had made my day last friday. someone who did a whole lot more than what i'd expect him to do. that's why it felt so big.
so this is where the story begin. in my 4 days of whole day long thinking, i've decided the solution of my problem is to call it QUIT. after i felt 'batman' supporting act with my decision by his ready action of letting me go, i felt that that's that no one will stop me again. so the last thing to do is to talk to the 'biggest' one. this should be easy for he's someone whose in my thought will support my decision to quit, and even encourage me to do it faster for he's already sick of my demanding attitude not to mention i'm confronting one of his favourite person.
but the story took a sharp turn. no, he did not support my quitting. he offered me to find a solution. 'dont come to me saying that you are quitting. come and say that you have a problem. and i will think of a smart smooth way to get you out of it'.
man, that's humongous coming from him. i know that someday he'll be able to show other attitude that make the 'sick of him' feeling crawls to my mind. but as for right now, i say i like him a lot. i like him for stopping my 4 days of unstoppable thingking, i like him for making me able to smile again, i like him for not making me let go of my 4 mill, i like him for stopping the painful headache that i've been having, i like him for making me feel guilty of coming to the office late and most of all, i like him for making me able to do shopping again. i like him for making me feel that there's hope afterall in this place
next: will his comforting words come to reality?
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