A thought of thought

I love to dress up..I love shopping in order to dress up..I have to have money for shopping in order to dress up..I have to work to get the money for shopping in order to dress up..I get yelled at work to get the money for shopping in order to dress up..I get depressed if I get yelledat work to get the money for shopping in order to dress up..I get depressed because I love to dress up...GYAHAHAHA...What a simple and stupid conclussion..But it happened a lot in life. You see how the verb change from love to to have to..there!! From something that you want to do by your self to something that is obliged to do..Consequences...consequences...