when i'm feeling blue, all i have to do

Owh...everyone sure wish that they are phil collins, especially me right now. just listen to what he have to say "when i'm feeling blue, all i have to do, is take a look at you, than i'm not so blue"... If only, life and feeling is as easy as that! But NOOOOOOOOOO!! The real thing is not as simple as "just take a look at you".

In the real life, or at least the life that I am living right now, feeling blue is a partial thing of a daily life. meaning, it is not something special. it happen every now and then. the only thing to do is to cope with it. Hey...wait a minute, i think i'm confusing it with stress! it is stress that have become a part of modern living. it is stress that has become something so ordinary, that all we have to do is just to cope with it..RIght, it's stress and not "blue feeling" as i call it.

Hmmmmm...that means that i have every right to be confuse, because i dont have any clue of what to do when i got this blue feeling that i cant even guess what the cause is. Funny..remembering i just have a not so bad weekend a couple days ago. A glamourous wedding party of my "brother that i never have" best friend, followed by coffee hang out with buddies i havent seen in a while, A Linkin Park Concert, Skipping out of office and free sushi meal..aint that something for a weekend?

But still, i wake up this morning, with a blue thing in my heart. Feeling blue, reliving a wound in the past Or just a skipped something bad in the middle of your fabulous time crawling back to gain your attention?