future and so called decision

Isnt it very funny how a small decision can influence the rest of your life? Well it sure do. Sure, decision are made with existing and supporting facts. But how often is it that we are that lucky? It is likely that decision are made by intuition..so it is very, very (and I repeat verY) often that it have a great effect on such a moody person like me. Times, i felt like the decision I made is almost the perfect thing to do at the moment. The result? My changing feeling leads me to the thought that i've made a wrong one..bu..hu..hu.. Nyebelin banget kan? shit do happen at works..tapi masa gue harus mikir kalu gue udah bikin keputusan yang salah, setiap kali ngerasa ngga nyaman dengan sesuatu yang terjadi di tempat kerja? yang jelas seseorang disini sayang banget sama seseorang yang lain, sehingga mengutamakannya meskipun harus menyingkirkan lainnya. I know ini biasa banget terjadi di tempat kerja..tapi yang bikin kesel adalah, WHY AM I NOT THE FAVORITE ONE? No one to blame, nothing to change just a thought that is very-very bothering!!!!