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is it me? am i being too sensitive? or is it true that when i decided to have a look, all i see around is love? love..love...sweet old love, and never it has been mine.

from a dearest closest friend who's madly in love with her new boyfriend yet old crush to a rediscovered long lost friend who turns out to be newly wed and are madly in love. From an old girlfriend who's in town for a visit who's been married for 3 years and still act with the name of love to a chatting buddy who's posting his madly in love pre wed photos and joe millionaire indonesia who's strangely mirroring love everywhere i look (eh, ngapain juga gue nonton joe millionaire indonesia ya? tapi itulah anehnya. it's the first time that i accidentally watch that lame reality show, and it has to torture me with love (toooooooo))

ah, cinta. aneh memang. setelah kemarin menjawab pertanyaan seorang teman, gue tersentak sendiri tentang kejombloan gue yang sudah mencapai angka banyak tahun (thanks a lot loh mid!!). dan entah kenapa, hari ini dua teman yang lain kembali menyinggung soal hal itu. kenapa jomblo, kenapa pilih2, harus open up my mind and my heart. pokonya semuanya jadi tentang cinta..cinta..cinta. perbuatan dan perkataan semua orang disekitarku bagaikan adegan percintaan yang diputar berulang-ulang.

what a terrible and torturing coincidence. when i decided to have a look, all i see is love, and none is mine while i'm being constantly reminded of what i've been doing wrong. geez!

then i talk to him. an old stranger who's been offering me way too much comfort.

strange. but cozy