alone

i had the house to myself today.. well, not for long. but it made me realized something. i hate being alone..

Despite all the 'individualist metropolis' label that is so often attached to me, or in the many times that i hate it when my mom keep on babbling while i try to read or watch something, or when i enjoyed my alone traveling time, i am not the alone material type.eventhough it is not in the sense that i begged everybody to be there all the time, but i need my family, my friends, and everyone else.

next time that my best friend asks if i missed my personal space (coz i dont even have my own room) my answer will be no.

i've decided that i dont want to have the rest of my life alone, i want to have a family, a family of my own. with the needy disturbing husband and adoring children who depends on us.. So help me God!