GUTS!

You know what i just did? I just cleaned up old text messages from my phone..and along the way, i got the chance to read tons of SMSs that you sent me in the past.. it made me realize one thing.

do you remember when i asked you and said that something is different now between you and me? and your answer was that my moody time made it different, and you are the same..ALWAYS.. well, the deleted past text messages you've sent me didn't said so.. they seemed to agree with me..

In the past... when i woke up, it was your SMSs that i read first..now, zillion of other text messages was there for me to read, way before i received yours..

my text messages is now always the last one to end up the conversation--it seemed that you're even that eager to reply them..when in the past, u always got the last word, even just to say small things or simply a smiley face

In the past..you stopped by at my house, or pick me up from somewhere, or at least a phone call happened almost everyday..now, even when i asked to, u often canceled.

well, it's not that i selfishly don't want anything to change between us..but please, don't deny that it's happening..if it's okay, i do want to know why..but if it's not okay, well at least, u know and i noticed that something has changed :) i do hope i am wrong, and that you're just now too busy with work..

ps: hey, you're right..it's easier to write than to talk..this conversation might never happened if i speak directly to you..now, let's just hope that i have the guts to send this through text messages to you..lol..