Friday, April 23, 2004

Talk About Good Timing

Kutu-kutu busuk di sekitar gue mungkin udah tutup kuping begitu denger gue komplain tentang kerjaan...lagi...dan lagi...dan lagi...dan lagi....Ada peletnya kali nih tempat yah? Pas Udah eneg banget nget nget...udah pengen pindah ndah ndah, eh ada perubahan. logikanya, kalu ada perubahan ya udah donk, ga jadi pindah, alias tetep bertahan dan balik lagi bekerja dengan giat. tapi kenyataannya..udah tau aja gitu kalu sebenernya perubahan itu cuma punya temporary effect. Udah ada Rasa yang ngga akan bisa berubah. Membaik mungkin untuk sesaat, tapi dapat dipastikan akan kembali lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi... Tapi mau menyerah dan pergi, ko rasanya sayang melewatkan kesempatan yang baru saja datang yah? kata orang bijak sih kesempatan ngga akan datang dua kali..well in my case, dia bakalan datang dua kali, atau bahkan beratus-ratus kali namun pada akhirnya akan menuju pada titik yang sama! Jadi gimana donk? Ya ngga gimana-gimana..cukup tunggu aja. kan sekarang udah mendingan tuh, tunggu aja sampai eneg lagi, terus usaha lagi, sambil berharap mudah-mudahan ada perubahan lagi...Yah mungkin daya tahannya akan semakin menipis, lalu habis. artinya dengan sangat terpaksa, cari naungan lain yang jauh lebih baik.. Hihihi..bingung kan? Standar lah dilema seseorang yang kebanyakan mikir padahal yang seharusnya dilakukan adalah tinggal nunggu ajah!!

Thursday, April 08, 2004

F**K THE SHITHEAD

I Work for A ShitHead in A DicKhEAd CoMpanY. The OnlY ThinG to KeEp ME goInG Is tHe ThoughT THat I CaN aCtuAllY LeAve aNd lET tHeM SuFFer BiG TIme..pARdon The lAnguaGe wIll YA!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

21 Grams twenty one valuable lessons

Ga nyangka bisa ada pelajaran berharga dari nonton pelm...gue pikir nonton pelm cuma kegiatan hiburan ajah, makanya ga boleh nonton yang serius, harus yang lucu dan gampang dicerna. kemarin abis nonton 21 grams . Mulanya just for the sake of watching Bennicio Del Toro. Ternyata? it's one of those phsycedellic movies. Thanks to my so called best friend, In Jut, I have tried to Virgin Suicides, Kill Bill and still dont get the point of watching them. Even the poping up of Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise didnt help when I watch The Fight Clubnor Vanilla Sky. But suddenly it hits me..Doing nothing better, i decided to watch 21 grams till the end, without guessing, thinking or tasting it. When the movie ends, i was like re-awake into something. the movie begin with performing stories that doesnt connect to eachother at all. hell, the time frame is even very random. so for quite some time i dont have any idea what i was watching. just going with the flow..no thingking, no guessing then BOOM..THE MOVIE ENDED IN AN EXCELLENT WAY, that i never thought. All the stories suddenly connected, and I see the point of this movie. Bringin the story back to life, stories in our life often happen like the random flow of 21 grams. u just have to wait, take your time till it finished, look back and suddenly everything make sense. Quoting a friend of mine :"life is not a drama--or sitcom according to my version-- that ends in every episode" They say we all loose 21 grams, at the exact moment of our death. the weight of a stack of nickles the weight of a chocolate bar the weight of a humming bird

Friday, April 02, 2004

Friendster is the new happening??

they say that internet is the fastest living media to touch people all over the world. Many matters have proven this. but there's a new happening thing, that seems to have awaken the eyes of the youngster about the well being of this media. *hmm..or is it only me??* and it says FRIENDSTER.. nowadays, when you meet someone new, u dont ask about their contacts, but often the first line that pops up is "do you have friendster?". the development of this website is amazing! some who have refused to use this website, finally decided to become a member. Many reasons there are behind this decision. many have heard the testimonials of their friends on how they've found the long lost friends or how they've make new friends, and for others, friendsters is just their media of gaining other's acknowledgment that they are "anak gaul"! Unfortunatelly, some of them have become "PECUN FRIENDSTER" (this is my friend's slank for "friendster's bitch"). It's them who will do anything to add up their number of friends at that site, to be called "anak gaul. BUT IT"S VERY LEGAL IN THE FRIENDSTER'S WORLD!! But after a while, i've found some iritating things in this site. THe biggest thing is that it is still in "beta" version, so many things still go wrong with that site. finally, you'll end up loging in all day to this site, without making any changes at all, since the move you've made hasn't been recorded by the site. But i guess, we'll just have to hold on to it untill they find some companies who will sponsor this site. One thing that i like about this site is that you can give testimonials on your friends, and they can give one on you. it's very touching to hear what they can say about you. they can say things that are akward to be said on everyday based. But browsing to some people's page -- some of i know from my past experience was not the best kind of friends, i've seen them have some touching testiomonials also. SO, WHAT IS THIS? Has this testimonial things have become a "payback program", where u say good things about some people, and they are OBLIGED to say good things back to you? Can't we say the truth??? Or you just dont want to risk your image, over some lines of words???

GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK

A posting for the sake of fashionista around the world.. Dedicated to In Jut..my so called best friend who have brainwashed me to this jargon So here we go: GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK